I have problems and I need solutions but I have no idea where to start. I usually just let things work themselves out but I’ve been trying to let these things work themselves out for years. Things like this are so frustrating because they just remind me of how differently i operate in comparison to ever one else. I know this is cryptic but I reall just needed to get the thought out of my head. 

I have problems and I need solutions but I have no idea where to start. I usually just let things work themselves out but I’ve been trying to let these things work themselves out for years. Things like this are so frustrating because they just remind me of how differently i operate in comparison to ever one else. I know this is cryptic but I reall just needed to get the thought out of my head. 

We’re only two full days into this break and it’s already driving me crazy. I feel like I straight up got broken up with… I really really hate this! I really wonder if you’re really trying to “improve yourself” or if you’re just off getting high and screwing other chicks. I don’t know of any relationship that has ever worked after “taking a break”. It’s really killing me to know that you’re only a 10 minute drive or a phone call away and I can’t see or talk to you! This is bullshit! Who really wants to go on breaks? People who don’t have the guts to just break it off that’s who. 

We’re only two full days into this break and it’s already driving me crazy. I feel like I straight up got broken up with… I really really hate this! I really wonder if you’re really trying to “improve yourself” or if you’re just off getting high and screwing other chicks. I don’t know of any relationship that has ever worked after “taking a break”. It’s really killing me to know that you’re only a 10 minute drive or a phone call away and I can’t see or talk to you! This is bullshit! Who really wants to go on breaks? People who don’t have the guts to just break it off that’s who. 

“I think we should go on a break.” WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN?!?!?!

“I think we should go on a break.”

WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN?!?!?!

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Well the internet has beaten me again… I got a Twitter. I’m pretty ashamed of myself. I guess if you want to follow me my name is @SimplyDevin. I couldn’t think of anything better. I’m not really sure if I’m even going to keep it. I guess you could consider this more of a trial run. Well I guess we will see how this goes. I’m only posted one tweet and have no followers so far but it’s only been a couple of hours. I feel dirty… I wonder if this is what selling out feels like? 

Well the internet has beaten me again… I got a Twitter. I’m pretty ashamed of myself. I guess if you want to follow me my name is @SimplyDevin. I couldn’t think of anything better. I’m not really sure if I’m even going to keep it. I guess you could consider this more of a trial run. Well I guess we will see how this goes. I’m only posted one tweet and have no followers so far but it’s only been a couple of hours. I feel dirty… I wonder if this is what selling out feels like? 

I am yet again contemplating getting a twitter even though I still really don’t want one. I also can’t decide on what a good user name for it would be. Everyone says I should just make it simplydevin but I don’t want everything I do to have that name. I wonder if someone has already taken TitsMagee. That might be a little too full of myself though don’t you think? haha. I’m kidding I would never do that but it would be funny. If you have suggestions let me know. 

I am yet again contemplating getting a twitter even though I still really don’t want one. I also can’t decide on what a good user name for it would be. Everyone says I should just make it simplydevin but I don’t want everything I do to have that name. I wonder if someone has already taken TitsMagee. That might be a little too full of myself though don’t you think? haha. I’m kidding I would never do that but it would be funny. If you have suggestions let me know. 

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I’m Yours by Jason Mraz? Everything by Michael Buble? Really? Stop playing happy songs Pandora! This is not a happy song moment. Can’t a girl get some help getting her cry one these days? Obviously not. So much disappointment Pandora. SOOO much. 

I’m Yours by Jason Mraz? Everything by Michael Buble? Really? Stop playing happy songs Pandora! This is not a happy song moment. Can’t a girl get some help getting her cry one these days? Obviously not. So much disappointment Pandora. SOOO much. 

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Why is it that you always realize you’ve made a mistake when it’s too late to really do anything about it? Is it life’s way of making you pay for that mistake? It let’s you live you life in ignorant bliss during the window of opportunity that you could actually reverse the mistake and then the minute that window closes you’re with a realization.  Life says, ” Hey dumb ass you fucked up! Why are you such an idiot? You’ve ruined probably the best thing that will ever happen to you.” Life can really be a heartless bitch sometimes. Then of course after you’ve made this realization life decides it wants to continue to slap you in the face with it until you make posts like this one. Well, I guess all I can do now is live my life in this horrible pit of realization. Hindsight is 20/20 and it really sucks to suck. Maybe some how I’ll get lucky and that little window will open back up, even just a crack, and I’ll get a chance to fix that mistake.  Here’s to wishful thinking. 

Why is it that you always realize you’ve made a mistake when it’s too late to really do anything about it? Is it life’s way of making you pay for that mistake? It let’s you live you life in ignorant bliss during the window of opportunity that you could actually reverse the mistake and then the minute that window closes you’re with a realization.  Life says, ” Hey dumb ass you fucked up! Why are you such an idiot? You’ve ruined probably the best thing that will ever happen to you.” Life can really be a heartless bitch sometimes. Then of course after you’ve made this realization life decides it wants to continue to slap you in the face with it until you make posts like this one. Well, I guess all I can do now is live my life in this horrible pit of realization. Hindsight is 20/20 and it really sucks to suck. Maybe some how I’ll get lucky and that little window will open back up, even just a crack, and I’ll get a chance to fix that mistake.  Here’s to wishful thinking. 

I hate it when people who don’t have their shit together come into you life when you have everything figured out and fuck shit up. Why could you be like everyone else and when you’re about to break up with someone you back off the days before instead of talking about how excited you are to be doing things with me in the future and then blind side me? You should have thought longer about wether you were ready or not before you sucked me into you bullshit again. You can’t act like your ready tell me how awesome I am and then tell me that you just don’t like me that way and you’re not ready to try. We don’t connect??!! That’s probably because I was doing all the work to try to connect with you and  you weren’t trying at all. Why is it that there are supposedly all these great guys out there in the world but I can’t seem to find any of them? Guys you wonder why girls think all guys are assholes… it’s because all of the supposed “nice guys” out there don’t actually have the balls to come out and say he look at me I’m a nice guy, why don’t you try dating me. You let all the assholes speak for you gender. So until I can find one of these rare creatures called a nice guy I will continue to believe that all guys are in fact ASSHOLES!!!!!! 

I hate it when people who don’t have their shit together come into you life when you have everything figured out and fuck shit up. Why could you be like everyone else and when you’re about to break up with someone you back off the days before instead of talking about how excited you are to be doing things with me in the future and then blind side me? You should have thought longer about wether you were ready or not before you sucked me into you bullshit again. You can’t act like your ready tell me how awesome I am and then tell me that you just don’t like me that way and you’re not ready to try. We don’t connect??!! That’s probably because I was doing all the work to try to connect with you and  you weren’t trying at all. Why is it that there are supposedly all these great guys out there in the world but I can’t seem to find any of them? Guys you wonder why girls think all guys are assholes… it’s because all of the supposed “nice guys” out there don’t actually have the balls to come out and say he look at me I’m a nice guy, why don’t you try dating me. You let all the assholes speak for you gender. So until I can find one of these rare creatures called a nice guy I will continue to believe that all guys are in fact ASSHOLES!!!!!! 

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